LET'S MUG

Thursday, July 30, 2009

11:44 PM

haha cyberfair platinum award! finally confirmed after like 2 months after the original results release date. and then i can include in the top 3 achievements thing officially liao. so glad the not maximum effort put in can get platinum. at least i didnt waste my year in it club.

wah today was another day of sleep. after school came home sleep until now. just had my dinner lol. my sleep is getting back to the old ways and it isn't beneficial at all sian. but there's really nothing i can do cos my studies will cut into sleep time and if not, i'll never find time to do everything.

students lead such stressful lives. all because of the education system. at least math lecture today was relaxing. mr neo was so funny. till the point that i didn't really get anything from lecture today. oh well it was a good break from the usual. he seriously can't teach. joke only.

anyway, time for EM/EMI now. gotta go.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

9:50 PM

lol the house session today was crap. the new solaris councillors are totally like the previous batch lor. and they came up with such a wonderful game that can u believe it, everyone was actually SIAN playing it. lol it was some form of musical chairs all centered in the hall, and s18 just hecked the whole thing haha and sat by the side as spectators. when they played, it was less musical chairs and more a funeral lol. walk so slow, sometimes even stationary. game failure. then we left like 15mins earlier haha. waste time being there.

and today was a really tiring day for me. yesterday nite slept at like 2am then today no energy lol. was watching the phy lecture video on facebook haha which was like a rendition of 安静 by jay chou. then aft that one of those hwa chong dota pros started chatting, so chatted till late. haha. interesting nightlife him. sleep from 5pm to 12am then the whole 'morning' do work. and he was like jealous over how nj starts sch later than hwa chong haha. fun chat.

and i still cant stop playing championship manager on my phone. so addictive. heh heh.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

7:20 PM

championship manager 2009! shit i'm getting hooked on it. and weesiang too. haha. anyway it's really fun. should go try it.

haha and an interesting conversation back home. so many things point to him, but he still doesn't get it. if whatever u think or say or do still doesn't cause the cold hard truth to change, then stop wasting your energy and time thinking about it. give it up and devote precious time to other stuff. but as i can see he only listens to one person, so that's too bad.

just remember that whatever decision u make, u are the most affected. so no one outside of your world (which is almost everyone) would really care, honestly. so make the right decision, and stop harping on the past. there are still many opportunities in life to take. don't waste them.

Monday, July 27, 2009

10:00 PM

had a great evening nap. now's time for work! heh heh i feel refreshed after the long day in school. oh man tomorrow got chem consol. then i still got hwachong phy paper 1, 2 and 3 to do, plus the definitions to study. so much sian.

it seems as if my econs is going down the drain. other subjects focus so much on theirs then like i never have time to mug econs. and its like one of the most volatile subjects to me now. haiz i dunno how i'm gonna do for prelims. and supposedly econs will be tested before the hols. that leaves me with 4 plus weeks to study. but at the rate mrs teai gives me phy and chem every week have to do revision package, i have no time. sian this sucks.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

10:10 PM

5-0 to liverpool! haha it was an entertaining match, ended up watching almost the whole thing despite the original intention being just to sneak a peek.

haha great to see torres and alonso on the pitch! and the fans were like super biased la, always cheering for liverpool and never for singapore. sad thing for the national team then.

anyway as usual i've wasted away the weekend again. sian la didnt even study half of the inorganic chem, and nothing else done. i am so dead. but i dunno, it was worth it watching liverpool play bah, it's a rare chance to see them in singapore!

haha sian i've gotta buck up now. dunno if it will be of much use, hope to progress at least a little further! then tomorrow can continue. damn tired now. siann.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

9:10 PM

haha realised i've been chatting alot with these 3 ppl the past wk over msn. all over different things. haha. but its refreshing to live a different life nowadays, no longer cooped up with a few ppl but getting to interact with more ppl. i like the feeling. (:

and i realised this weekend is piled high with stuff to do, something that seems impossible to finish now considering i have only studied abit of inorganic chem today and left only half the day tomorrow. sian i really don't wanna fail the phy test on mon and give her a bad impression leh. at the same time i also don't wanna fail chem, or i'm in deep shit.

aiyo so hard to balance between the two. i feel so helpless.

Friday, July 24, 2009

7:20 PM

don't worry, be happy! (:

ahahahahah! it's the weekend yet again! but this time, i'm not gonna slack it away. time is running out. i must work hard.

anyway got back the last of my results finally today. so phy - S, chem - D, maths - U, econs - E, gp - E. what lousy results. just glad i managed to pass gp on the dot with 45 marks.

argh sian i better go do my phy definition list now, or i'll never get it done. so many things to do, so little time.

12:00 AM

i dunno whether this is useful or not, but i found this for u and whoever else who needs it.

cos when u think all hope is lost, u can turn to Him. (:

"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? ... Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."
-Matt 6: 25-27, 34.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

9:40 PM

If I never get to see another rainbow
Or share another laugh with a friend
If I never stand barefoot by the ocean
Or get to kiss my child goodnight again

If I never have another prayer that's answered
Or have another blessing come my way
If this is all I know of heaven's kindness
Father, I would still have to say

You have been good
You have been good
And I am in wonder how it could be

You have been good
You've been so good
In so many ways You've been good to me

Suddenly if it all were ended
And your blessings disappear
Looking back over a lifetime
The evidence is clear

You have been good
You have been good
And I am in wonder how it could be

You have been good
You've been so good
In so many ways You've been good to me

7:20 PM

argh, why do i feel so demoralised? seeing everyone understanding everything, it's hard not to feel lousy and left out. how i wish i understood all that there is earlier, and then i could be spared from this horrible feeling.

is it over yet? yes, they tell us, but no, i don't wish to believe. i really wanna do well (who doesn't anyway) but i just dunno how it can be done. seeing things ahead, the future just looks so bleak. seems as if everything i try or do is falling short of what is needed.

and looking at all of my 4 subjects, i cant help but feel so helpless. oh God pls help me. :'(

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

4:55 PM

back from school. today was ok, got back econs. thank God i passed, or else i would have ended up with another failure. sian i feel so bad for all u ppl who failed. i should be one of them, cos i also only studied the day itself and ya managed to pass. thankfully i didnt. (:

argh and talking about school, i'm just so pissed with this particular person. dunno why but ya. really can't stand him anymore. damn proud and whatever la, results so gd yet always pretend lousy and make ppl feel bad. aiya take back results also talk so much like the world revolves around him liddat. damn irritating lor pls. insensitive crap.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

11:00 PM

thanks to all who wished me happy bday today! :D

lilin

xinyue

gideon

zhixin

judith

inez

serming

jerrold

siqi

gina

melissa

tingyun

yangsheng

changlok

leon

daoxuan

lizhu

amanda

pinglin

edison

melody

kimyong

shermaine

weiyuan

murong

ryan

calvin

pengjie

zhihao

juehong

shiyun

aza

antonio

tiffany

norman

rossellini

junjie

yangzhi

jonathan

sidney

martin

jolene

hazel

kahhan

shaun

huiyi

rachael

ka tsun

tricia

10:02 PM

just had dinner at 日本村 at jurong west lol. nice dinner, thanks to those who went (ll, jh, ros, jj, edi). (:

haha and thanks for the present too! like it lots.

ahh just realised tday was quite a relaxing day actually. and not really a mugging day. but aiya, bday must enjoy mah. cannot mug and spoil the mood haha.

tomorrow back to sch. back to the same old thing. and tomorrow got econs. die. my fate is sealed. :/

9:44 AM

what a wonderful morning it is today. can sleep until so late sia. feels so good.

haha woke up and saw like 10 new smses all wishing me happy birthday. thanks everyone who remembered. (:

ah don't really feel like mugging now leh. but sian there's so much to do. think i'll go do chem ideal gases for fri.

and anw tonite i'm going out cos some really nice ppl want to celebrate with me haha.

oh and i just joined twitter too. haha so many ppl (considerably) use it so i thought why not give it a try. so here i am on twitter, giving one-liner updates. quite fun.

12:00 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! (:(:

Monday, July 20, 2009

6:58 PM

i'm in a really good mood now. dunno why.
perhaps its cos i took just 2 hrs to complete this blogskin and revamp my dead blog. haha. its been so long since i last blogged.
thinking of that, a rather apt theme for a rather apt time. "LET'S MUG", why not? its a friendly reminder to everyone that its really time to get down to serious mugging lol, although by now i doubt few aren't doing so.

argh. what about me.
been feeling weird over the weekend, and today too, just so unmotivated and apathetic. i dunno what's wrong with me. studying seems to be the last thing on my mind this few days. its so hard.
thanks to everyone though who encouraged me somehow over these few days. i can't say how much it meant to me. well, for u who seemed so tired and distant today, i hope you're fine. and jiayou man, i believe u can do it.

and today lee wee siang decided to bet with me haha. a swensen's treat for whoever that does better for prelims. i hope that's me, but i do hope its u too. after all, you're one smart guy too.
but anw, let's mug k wslee. together we can do it. haha.

its been such a long day with the kinda useless maths after school thing, feeling tired right now. but i'm also happy.
>< conflicting emotions lol.

perhaps i'm hyped up about tomorrow. xD

6:18 PM

hey everyone!
this blog has been officially relaunched! :D

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